Introduction

Hi little web page. Until now you'll keep safe my thoughts.
I'm Shouu, 19 years old, Romania . . It matter?
There are many questions in my head that I have to answer at. I must begin :
1. Why I've decided to open this blog ?
- Sometimes I'm just tired to fight and to be strong and I feel so weak. I feel like I'll cry and I can't express my feelings. . . I need to tell them someone or to write somewhere because people can't understand human thoughts & feelings at all .
2. Which are the reasons that you are crying sometimes and which destroy you metally ?
- At the moment, the tought that I have to leave my home and to change all my life, living between strangers,without my family support...And I really don't wanna look like I am a spoiled child but being 24/24 with them, it would be weird not to see them two or more weeks. .
- Another reason...fighting with my precious girlfriend for real bullshits..
I don't really know why we can't manage this relationship well, it would be so easy. But it's hard because we are different, possesive, ironic and..we are far one of eachother. When we are together [face to face] everything is so easy . . . I wish we were together every second, but we have to wait and to understand eachother...

No questions for the moment...
I'll try to keep my head up, to be more patient, understanding, to trust more those people who love me, to not be afraid of suffering, of being hurted someday...
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